Wednesday, July 21, 2004 10:22 PM
Co prac
Im so damn tired.. co 9.15pm then end..take cab home... too tired to even take a bus home le..today co prac is so damn boring.. first time i slept during da zu.. as usual, zhu lin went thru all the co songs..after dat is technical rehearsal and it sux..

apparently t** was angry wif me for nt being able to attend the first half of the concert.. the prob is he tot i nv told him.. but i haf already told him one week ago dat im not able to cum liao..cos i nt sure whether i can make it on time or nt..even if i reach SCH on time.. i still need to tune my instru, change my costume..confirm everything will be in a rush.. most imptly, i dun even noe the sequence for the prize-giving.. somemore i haf to decide whether im going to the first half a week ago cos the stage manager need to settle the number of chairs needed.. so its better for me to skip the first half so dat i can prepare myself well.. then when i explained to him last week, he sort of hinting to me to skip the speech day by asking me to "set my priorities".. i mean tis one is nt his speech day of course he can easily said dun go lar.. wad the hell.. he didnt said tis to me face to face lar.. he asked my senior why i wasnt at my place for the technical rehearsal for the first half.. haiz.. dunoe lar.. then i told my seniors i told him liao.. and one of them even saw me telling him last week.. haiz.. tink t** got a short-termed memory.. luckily my seniors support me lar.. they said if t** dared to question me.. i juz rebut back can liao.. tink i wont rebut him back..i will most prob slap him right into his face..wahahaha.. wad the hell.. er xin de nan ren.. and surprisingly, dao xx didnt scold me for skipping the first half of the concert.. phew..

only perform one song which is chun tian ( but got 5 movements, so actually is 5 songs), then i wait until 9pm then is chun tian.. wait until i wanna slp liao.. shld call dong tian instead, wait until i wanna wither and die liao.. haizz.. i wanna play chang cheng... but im gonna miss it cos it's first half.. haiz.. co concert coming in 3 daes' time and i still cant play tian shan, esp the last page.. i shld haf find the notes earlier so dat i can get used to the fingerings.. haiz.. im in a shitty state now.. wad the hell...how?? die liao die liao die liao

great, after the co concert got 1 or 2 weeks break.. only.. so niao.. shld gif 1 month..anw, i shall pon co on a regular basis liao..  lolz.. and there's tis co senior i v pei fu.. she has been ponning co right frm the beginning of the yr until now.. but she got appear once in a while, but now quite often cos concert cuming.. hmm..shall learn frm her next time..wahaha.. then she v funni, everytime sneak off and seldom cum for xiao zu.. best..